Life is Variety

to be in love is to experience a feeling that isn't expressable. this is what all ppl in love say and i'm o different:). Various aspects of ur character vanish and ur ego is a thing of the past with her. Ur emotions are bound with divine strength to hers and every her every wish is a commandment to u. Her eyes leave you blushing and her smile fills every cell of your body with eternal bliss. Every morning you wake up with her thoughts and go to bed thinking about the wonderful minutes u spent with her that day. Her presence livens ur spirit and it is freed from all the physical and mental constraints we bind it with. But God never gives pleasure without pain.Hell is enclosed i love and only the strongest survive it. With it comes s feeling of inferiority. What if she doesn't like me? What if she finds the relationship monotonous? "What if??" Two words that are capable of ruining everything there is to love. The pain that arrives when ur alone is unimaginable. The curse to see your loved one ignore you is beyond measurment. The agony, the anguish. You dread each day, every minute is a curse and the night is a blessing, because with night comes the darkness. With darkness comes peace, it is a blessing that few ppl understand. True the pain is great and the days you will dread but the joy she gave you is worth any pain. There are a foolish few, who say they shall never love again after experiencing such pain, to them i quote Coelho--" life existed before them and after them, so does love" Accept the fact, let go. But remember there are a few things in life worth fighting for, fight for it if u think it's worth it. Listen to your heart, never be afraid, ignore society, ignore the restraints of civilization. Once you listen to your heart, you become one of God's own children...